Monday, September 21, 2009

Realization

La Rocca Bianca Marineo(where im from in sicily)

After pondering many mixed thoughts through my head Ive come realize things must change within my life. There are certain aspects I just need to change. First my friends, I slowly am beginning to assess various traits of true friendship and who in my life actually seems to care. I know that there are some key friends that will never change and will always be there for me. I can also see some friends who seem to simply use me for my assets and abilities as well as networking options. Its hard to let go of a friend especially when u care so much about them but im beginning to realize this step may be neccesary. I cant quite grasp the concept of it yet I guess ill have to learn how. Slowly certain friends seemed to have drifted out of my life as new ones seem to come in. This obviously is a natural occurrence but I sometimes wish things would just stay uniform. I guess as the days go by I will slowly fan through this natural selection and eliminate unneccesary ties. All I seek is clarity and I hope I can find it soon.