La Rocca Bianca Marineo(where im from in sicily)After pondering many mixed thoughts through my head Ive come realize things must change within my life. There are certain aspects I just need to change. First my friends, I slowly am beginning to assess various traits of true friendship and who in my life actually seems to care. I know that there are some key friends that will never change and will always be there for me. I can also see some friends who seem to simply use me for my assets and abilities as well as networking options. Its hard to let go of a friend especially when u care so much about them but im beginning to realize this step may be neccesary. I cant quite grasp the concept of it yet I guess ill have to learn how. Slowly certain friends seemed to have drifted out of my life as new ones seem to come in. This obviously is a natural occurrence but I sometimes wish things would just stay uniform. I guess as the days go by I will slowly fan through this natural selection and eliminate unneccesary ties. All I seek is clarity and I hope I can find it soon.